Mamogram

Oh my... well.. They did see three spots that are concerning. The problem is that they didn't have any other pictures to compare them too because that was my first Mamogram ever. So she did soooo many pictures of my left breast, little bit here, little bit there, this side, that side, up and down, sideways, omg, I was in that room for an hour and a half. She then stated she need to go show a doctor and would be right back. Half an hour later, she comes back and tells me a doctor wanted me to get an ultra sound and another breast exam there, but the US tech was backlogged with patients so she said to go home and they would consult with my regular doctor and call me with another appointment. So.. I go to return the bras at Mervyns, go to Target really quick to see if they carry the one I want, then on the way home it hit me! I cried all the way home! I had to take the country roads home so people wouldn't see that I was crying! I couldn't even hardly help the girls with homework. Thank god Martin got home about 4:30, because I slept til about 7. He had gone to get dinner at McDonald's but I just couldn't eat.
I'm so scared. I just want that next appointment to get this over with.

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